we're better thanks. late getting out but together. it's ok if we can be suspended without suspense, with quiet spirits, if we can really be at ease not in control, that helps, not just throwing up hands in exasperation. we did some moves today, we skipped to ma lu. we did the hopi  thing, sort of. on the way i had a message about mister and i had trouble after being in my senses with r in the moment but it was ok, the pace varied some with distraction but it was ok, the message was about the end of mister and i hope it isn't yet that was my big fear that he would not be released and would die in there in the animal hospital and again the kid in me cries out no no i have to rescue him and the kid knows about death and will let him go but we have to get him i say again out.of.that.place. he cannot die in a cage. peace to all beings. love to r. love to mister. love to all beings though i get lost in my wilderness.