oh mister we're coming to see you. i try to get a message to you. i'm so sorry you are in there. i went to the lake yesterday and i wished you were there with me. i know when it's your time you have to go and i have to let you go. i will, my buddy. i know they say we have to let go. i will let you go and you will let me know it's ok to go, will you? i don't want you to suffer but if you want to stay a while longer will you let me know? will i be open to knowing? will i know? i'll let you go, but i'm never going to let you go. how could i possibly let myself go. i can't go with you so you will have to go with me. i guess in our way we have studied and talked of these potentialities. i hope you don't feel abandoned in the animal hospital. you know i would never leave you, i have to come and see, we have to take this as it comes, i have to leave again but i will bring you home i promise, yes you will be out of that cage and i will hold you.