manifold loss. so much is being lost now, you can't even grieve a single thing.

 still looking for a place for mom.

 What if consciousness is like water, and has always been here. What if consciousness is feeling, and everything is feeling, everything, everything that ever was, forever. 

 You're a speculator in the land of dreams.

You take the land. You sell it back as a dream. You have to keep selling the dream. You're a self-made man in the land of your own making, the resettled familiar land of The Dream. You're an entrepreneur in the uncanny land of familiar dreams. 

But at the same time, the past is very important, their relationship to land. But it’s not really the past. It’s something more complex. Because in these communities there isn’t a desire to return to the past—there’s a desire for the future. For their children to be better off, not to be displaced from their land. It’s more about the future than the past.

Lucrecia Martel

What is your relationship to the land? 

I can't tell you that, it's private.

Why is it private?

Because it's not our land.