No one trusts you, believes you, or likes you. You are an embarrassment to humanity. Day 1056, The Architecture of Genocide. 

Stress environment, environmental stress. Sometimes it's quiet, when the machines pause. Your spirit drinks water from the air. Water is eternal, in reality. 

Starlings help calm your heart.

Living in fight-or-flight around the clock keeps cortisol flooding your system, which weakens your immune defenses, strains your heart and blood pressure, disrupts your gut microbiome, and — over enough time — physically reshapes your brain, shrinking the hippocampus (memory, emotion regulation) while the amygdala (threat detection) grows more reactive. (Brandi Morin)

 You think about the collapse all the time, but sometimes there's no more room in your head, but your heart will abide. 

 When you witness a human rights violation or a disaster, your brain registers it as a direct threat to your values, but there’s nothing you can physically do about it. Your body still gears up to fight or flee — and with nowhere for that energy to go, it just gets stuck. That trapped stress energy is what turns into learned helplessness and anxiety that never quite resolves.

Brandi Morin 

The Helplessness Loop

 Along with the data center invasion there's a Flock surveillance camera invasion happening across the forsaken country and the forsaken planet. Be that as it may, keep looking up, and have a nice rest of your day. 

 it's amazing r. has clothes from forty years ago and mine wear out in four. 

We're on another planet 

On another planet 

Doin' the new world wave 

Doin' the new world wave 

Oh goddamnit 

I'm reaching out to you 

I'm reaching out to you 

Doin' the new world wave 

Doin' the new world wave 

Recalling all the details 

Recalling all the details 

Of the new world wave 

Of the new world wave.

The New World Wave, 

Lambchop