ok now it's getting to the end, my heart is speeding up as his slows. i have a headache, i lost a lot of water, my head was pouring out through my mask, i'm starving but i just ate a handful of potato chips, my teeth hurt. it's so incredible, death, here, then gone, a life, i just can't believe he's gone. barb, are you ok? going back and seeing his beds, his bowls, his toys all around, it's unfathomable grief i would be looking at everything he touched and crying, i'm crying anyway. he was my best friend. i'm spilling out, i wish i had some cannabis oil now, what am i going to do without him? just live, and be happy for the time he lived along with me. dogs don't live long enough, or we live too long.