he got so excited when we went to this beach. if we came from the north he would run way ahead of me and be standing in the water waiting. if we came from the west he would make a trail in the sand and in the air above. once there was a big LOVE sign there, and i made pictures with him, and pat made a painting. maybe i can show you that. this was a big walk, getting back to the lake after so long, it's beautiful, and sad. i really wished mister could get back here one more time with me. but it's always one more time and it's never enough. yet, it is, truly enough, it's just enough, no more, no less. and the dog of my heart returns to LOVE beach.