we talk about letting go, and i really do want to let go of a lot of things, things that trouble my soul and haunt my mind, and i let him go, though he only gave me love and joy, i let him go, but i don't want to let go. he's one thing i don't need to let go of. my life the last 10 or so years has pretty much revolved around him. from now on it's life after mister.