people are nervous about reopening. 
i feel fortunate that my path is taking care of me, 
that i'm still walking, though the parameters have changed 
and i'm walking mister without mister now, with him within me. 
i hope the reopening is full of opening 
and not fear, tentative yet assured like spring, and not the same as before. 
my love and gratitude to mister for walking the path with me, for opening me to the world, for bringing me to r. and staying always faithful through everything.