there are no words for it. he's gone. we got him out of the hospital, to a patch of grass, and now he's gone. i can't believe he's gone and i will never see him again, but seeing him i knew he couldn't go on. now i don't know how i'll go on, i know i will, but how, i don't know. but this is for mister, this is my goodbye post to mister i never ever wanted to say goodbye to. gone? i don't know how to grieve over him, i have to do it with him. i am so stunned. he's gone.