you could feel young at heart today the horoscope says. when i wake up 

sometimes i feel light before my forehead furrows. i could withal the 

cares feel playful today. it's sunny now and it may not storm for a while. 

it's the last bear walk. when i leave i'll put the keys on the shelf by the 

door and take a picture of her looking after me. i'll say i'll miss you 

bear and almost cry or cry a little. i'll be grateful for what i have and 

play with lulu and mou and i won't feel lost in the grown up world.