it's getting more chaotic day to day. people like weather. i wish i had a fizzy drink. these nuts are old. in human regeneration (1990) it says i think we can go from having to being, and from being to non-being. production. it doesn't seem like we're on a quest so much anymore, i suppose the quest was literature. in the chaos will there be grace? hope i didn't break a toe. i don't think so.