the cats make me a better person. i keep looking at the place where the black rat snake lay under the train track arcade. before, i saw the ouroboros drawing. i was focused on the snake and didn't see that the snake was just below the drawing. penny lu just came in. i was going to sleep more. i can try to be a btter person. i left the e out and then thought bitter. i've been a bitter person. better now but by degrees, i don't know if people would agree. anyway it's early but now i rubbed penny lu's head and she's drooling and purring and reaching for my hand and i'm hungry. there's different hungers but the physical is first.

i was looking for the ouroboros drawing and i didn't find but found this ouroboros.

it's the oldest allegorical symbol of endless return.