my head is heavy today. i hope it's nothing. it feels like something, but nothing can feel that way when the pressure is applied. however as the case may be i seem to have slept with a caterpillar and that's something considering everything exploding. i put her on the fire escape and hope the black wasps don't devour her. i wonder what will become of her. food or butterfly, or roma moth. 
i'll take it as a sign of grace and benefaction on my head impacted with nothing. went via bicycle to pick up our local produce boxes and fit all in my backpack and home without spilling a single blueberry. hurrah for me. see, i was blessed. i intend to be blessed the whole blessed day. i am so sorry about all the deliberate and inadvertent suffering felt in america and around the world. attention is prayer.