with little bear tuesday on the massive concrete blocks where pebble beach was once upon a time. once upon a time usually means in fairy tale time, beyond worldly time, but this was a different place just a short while ago, this time last year. it's all changed, and not just this, here. everything everywhere has changed massively, irrevocably, devastatingly. but i like to go back to the same places though they're no longer the same, to see they're still there despite the change, and i'm still here with little bear, and the little changes we can bring to bear. 

 ha—changes we bring to bear—ho.