last night, this morning, wave wall waves, sprayed with wildness, absorbing waves, wish i could write, quick flashing rainbows, meeting little bear and ben, distracted no pictures, little bear to be tuesday spayed, wild thing hunting, always wanting, jumped in off the south point, cat nap without cat, looking at black tourmaline and garnet with r. what do we need we do need. seems like all is lost, but no it's still here, seems like i can't concentrate long, unless i read, words pass through like pictures. down in the pit of my stomach. how long. in the end, the great unraveling masquerade.