it's only 93 degrees but it feels like 97. two busloads of military police in full assault gear just unloaded at trader joes. i cannot protest, i'm too afraid. i'm amazed at the protesters' bravery. but it comes to the point when nothing can stop dissent, the anger is past that point. the sick fuck trump is telling them to shoot, and they already do, routinely and with impunity. i wish i lived in the country, i wish i lived in another country, america is the shithole of the planet of the damned.