i should have stretched in the water, i got a hard knot in my back, kevin's like, i hope we don't get arrested. i also didn't want goofy lulu to swallow too much water and start sinking, but tomorrow godmanit i mo stretch it but good. plus it sounds like war every night with the explosions, every night anger explodes bombs, juneteenth explodes into independence day and none of it is liberating or joyous, it just explodes with no message other than here we are still fucking stuck in history.