then by ray school which was broken into i did get to photograph bear and some lilies. whatever you focus your attention on and guide their attention too they generally want to taste. she had a little lick of a lily but i distracted her before she partook once i gleaned her photograph. 

i read about brain scans of traumatized people at rest, when not agitated by thoughts and memories. untraumatized brains showed activity in the middle brain areas where the sense of self forms, but in the traumatized those areas were blank and did not light up at all. the people in trauma lose the sense of self and are not fully alive.