good morning. we saw cameraperson again last night, we'd seen it once before but we wanted to see it more and we kind of forget so let's watch it again but i want  to watch dick johnson is dead again i want to see that more but once you've seen it you can't see it more can you yes there's layers of seeing you can't see a multilayered thing all at once you have to revisit i think of dementia where you have looping consciousness and it's a spectrum, dementia, when does it become dementia? when is forgetting a condition that worsens, when traffic becomes an unreal thing, then it's real, when you're in danger of your illusions which we are—harrowingly—as a planet and an unreal country—real. anyway i wondered if dick johnson was alive and he is though his dementia is worse. if it could be worse then you know it's real and you're still alive.