i get tired but i shouldn't say exhausted then people think i'm covidian and i got to shed the habit of saying i'm always exhausted. saying it adds a layer of gravity and makes it so. anyway i was tired before corona and i think it's because of thinking too much, not that i was thinking deep thoughts but just thinking without stopping no respite. i was going to go back swimming but i said i'm too tired. i would have been less tired in the water but then i have to get to and from the water and then i'd be more tired. it feels dumb even talking about this someone in my head says you're tired? what exactly do you do to get so bloody tired? dog, everything is so relative, it makes me tired.