monday head fog. shouldn't have watched the raygun doc. 

say why don't i not think of raygun. 

why do i.

think of what would wordsworth write if he could write today? 

little we see in nature that is ours

if we could move through time? yet

it's in our nature to hold on to what we got.

there's still lots of things to choose.

say we're in a sea change. sea of brain fog. 

say when we die we'll be free to move.

say we'll be expansive. 

say we'll be released from time. 

but now we're here. meanwhile

little bear has returned from yellowstone

with pictures in her head.

i hear the dogs reunion in the international house dog yard.

remember to keep a record.

it's all coming out.