the war on terror has been a war of terror, and now uncle joe declares the war of terror is here—right at home. wonder what will happen tomorrow in the capitol of the war zone. 

so it hardly seems of great consequence that i lost 5 hours bear time, or that ancestry dot com says my creepy uncle had an unknown father. or that i had to get up 3 or 4 times to pee last night even though i don't even drink beer anymore. 

yet i just went to receiving and got a box of rocks from susanna, with a gift of a green stone called apatite—
 

Apatite is the stone associated with animal conservation, because it is composed of the mineral phosphate that makes up the teeth and bones of all vertebrate animals, as well as their horns, antlers or tusks.  

Green Apatite is called "bones of the Earth" and is one of the best crystals used to heal the earth.
 

Green Apatite is a stone for manifesting and awakening the heart chakra. 

Green Apatite is also a wonderful crystal for those with frayed nerves and who are dealing with stressful situations. 

Blending the energies of the heart chakra, throat chakra and third eye, Green Apatite allows one to understand the balance between the heart and the mind. 

Green Apatite may allow one to understand their personal karma and how that is represented in their current experiences and life choices. 

Green Apatite helps one acknowledge past patterns so that current interactions may be based upon the present. 

Green Apatite is a stone for manifesting abundance. 

Green Apatite stimulates the flow of energy on the physical plane and helps one experience true feelings of abundance. 

Green Apatite may assist those who have an emotional attachment to money. 

Green Apatite supports the release of the emotional bonds and helps one understand that money is just a symbol of energy exchange. 

 

so some big things are happening far beyond our nature, of sentience and sanity, but some small green secret engines are coming to help people endure and keep on rising. to the world spring!