full moon in leo. i don't have to be anywhere early this morning. how things get normal. some 4,000 days i rushed to get mister. now i read the art news and the other news and sometimes since i don't have to get up look at the moon in panorama from the fire escape before dawn. i want to see every maite alberdi film now. tea time tonight. i wrote asking linda hogan asking for her book the radiant lives of animals in a way that seems crazy, she's prolific, she may not respond, i'm not a book reviewer and i only have a dog blog for reviewing. but occasionally i get a book like way of coyote and maybe hum. i think i've drifted through life but i've drifted with some attention i've tried to become conscious though i've also sought unconsciousness i've done alright. i read the virus dropped thirty-five percent in three weeks but that doesn't feel true. every day we have to wake up and make a determination what is true and what is status quo lie.