i went swimming twice today. yay. lulu is so fun and funny the ideal beach date. it took me a long time to do it, and again i feel like mister is guiding us. we've adapted to some bad circumstances in the culture, but we're not really maladaptive creatures at heart. we just got a fucked up money over life culture we have to adapt out of meanwhile we have each other. and that allows us to make good things happen despite the annihilating society we have to negotiate life in.
so we got fresh berries and greens and a cupboard full of healthy snacks courtesy of r. and a tibetan slow murder mystery  courtesy the liberry and tomorrow i will get other good stuff
to watch and read. we got lucky and we got a good life we make our own.