everything is so variable, is that the word, it's difficult to find a word sometimes and i just take the one that pops up, tenuous is another one, and supple, there was a phrase that popped out of a podcast i wanted to write down, something soup, oh well it's gone like music, everything is so variable but clover always gives me the same feeling, especially seeing mister roll in it. the cicadas are starting up as the sun sets. they're so loud 15 stories up. now i note the cicada sound is variable too.