taking care is a kind of ambiguous thing. of self and our others. how to balance in a teetering time. the body comes to mind, what is going on when tension is coming through my mind, my body wants what a body does—release. or it seems to me. what kind of release? maybe that makes for an ambiguous thing. is life itself an ambiguous thing? the writer of ambiguous loss writes that we have to live in ambiguity, all now in the whole world, the loss of the world that could have been, that was, and in our personal lives, the loss of specific memory of when the feeling of loss set in. all in all and individually and in our loneliness and isolation in the whole we have to take care within the ambiguity, and go on.