so like a great derangement of the senses, looks like chaos, yet it was the arrangement we didn't agree, the arrangement was chaos, with the forces of order and society that were control chaos, is that what you say? i don't want to speak for you. you know i do. it's just to see what you say. see the sky sometimes seems to think in clouds it's not idle to speculate what is everybody thinking? we don't want a new order do we. we want the great unfolding that happens within our sky like up there. we want our precipitations to become clouds. we want to feel our own awe beyond the confusion of the dire arrangement, we want the awe of clouds, whole sky breathing above the isolated feeling, expressing clouds, being with other cloud beings. as that may be what you didn't say.