i wrote a note to the fellow who is to do my vedic reading, about my skin, and the two runes
from the solstice and the new year. about the completion of beginnings. which i look at as an isolated phrase in wonder. the completion of beginnings is a culmination without an ending.
it's a mysterious phrase. the rune said i now have the strength to achieve completion, but i feel weak in my skin. all of my attention is drawn there by this itch, that is no normal itch, kind of like poison ivy, that also i guess i felt had taken over me. that commands you to scratch, and then spreads its occupation, sated with its chaotic reign, and hungry for more territory. r. says don't give up. i won't. i only have this skin. this is my connection, this is where i meet the world.