wow, a girl last night pulled her gun out and shot at a guy trying to rob her. it's that way out there. people are carrying guns to attack or to counterattack. and i'm in here fighting a fungus. i never think of guns out there, though i wonder if i had gun vision how commonly they would appear. still i don't think i'll think of them. they just don't seem to be real to me somehow, though i know they kill.