the walks were icy and after idling two days i had a small fear of falling. i thought of karin falling with her birdlike bones. i fell more before but i was younger. there comes a point you start getting smarter and maybe less fun. or fun slows down. when you want to preserve more than expend and allow for time to give what you have to give. and i do think it's about that, we live in a country on the take, and what we need more than anything is to give.