i want this time to rest and do nothing maybe not think about the outside world i'm sick with the news. it would be wonderful if the cats were both fine and not barfing, but i can deal with this. fortunately it's all i have to do this weekend. i can eat what's left in the kitchen and i have a book the witch of eye at the library but it will wait. i'm putting back sargeant salinger and returning to the home place. i'll feed the beseeching barfy again now and in a minute may be back to lament he has barfed and commenced importuning again. last night i saw do alejandro's psychomagic, an art that heals. wish he could pop in and heal jasper cat. and give me a big warm hug. i think he's a true shaman of love in the hard world. now what does this all have to do with the snow bear lulu? i'm idling and catching up with yesterdays.