did you ever feel like you've come back from somewhere but you haven't been anywhere you know of? yeah, me neither. i did have a dream last night that was stressing me out and i wanted to wake up so i could say thanks be i knew that wasn't true even while i was in it, i must have been half in half out, anyways when i woke up i started stroking the pussycat and forgot what i was relieved about.

but today was a significant day in the cosmos r. told me something to do with saturn and a foretelling of the collapse of the neoliberal patriarchal world order. two examples were given—the implosion of trump's failed tower and rush limbaugh who got the trump medal of freedom croaked. yeah, and then i mistakenly looked at my stats—35. ouchie. but that's not necessarily related. who care how many views you have dude? i looked it up, here: On February 17, a square will form between Saturn and Uranus, an event that happens only once every 22 years. Astrological "squares" are known for creating tension between two points — and with this one involving Saturn, the Planet of Rules and Boundaries, and Uranus, the Planet of Freedom and Rebellion, you can bet that things are about to get pretty intense. aright, that's all i got. time for a mubi and serena-osaka. 

yeah, what you said.