i'm trying to adjust, trying to transition. i walk at a funereal pace this morning. that's life. what are we transitioning to? fear of change makes transition hard. this transition isn't hard. it feels good to be thoughtful. if we're thoughtful we can think. there's a pace of life and transition is possible. anxiety makes it hard to think. if we are afraid of change it comes abruptly, though we suppress the thought. fear of change leaves us unprepared. we walk at a different pace from cars. to them it's a funereal pace. it's the pace of body life, not machine life, though it could be your funeral being as we must be in front of cars. do we have to get hit by change again and again? the body does not change by machine or regime. the machine changes, the body transitions. the body wants peace. the body wants to continue. the body wants to set its own pace. if we can honor the body we can honor life and make the vital transition. what does the body really want? to transport the soul continually in transition. maybe all the trouble comes of the will to change, and the denial of transition. maybe we are schooled and maybe we are fooled by the promise of change and the result of destruction. transition happens no matter what propaganda they falsely maintain about change.