ok i'm going, though r. asks if i'm excited and no, nervous ya a little, then my mind throws in little triggers like she didn't reply to my last email saying i was coming and she mis-wrote her mail link with a comma for period and wrote & for @, but that's details that already were background and don't mean deeper dissonance though you never know she could be a flake thing is i'm going as i said i would and it may click. it has to be a clearly beneficial thing from go as i hafta walk three dogs per session and i can't waste time.