i can do better. i can clean my studio. i can be a better partner. i can consume less bad news. i can photograph the trees we wish to save from the land grabbers. i can try to write with a light rather than smudge. i can play. i can do the sun salutation as the light wanes toward my birthday. i can celebrate the good people. i can help somebody in some way. i can let the weighty matter go. i can dream and forget and remember to dream of who i am and might be.