it wasn't so bad today. the other day i woke up thinking about the flash unit i never attached. i looked and found it in my disused backpack. funny i'd been tweaking the light in post and thinking why do they have a flash setting with no flash. i get more obtuse technologically as technology increases. unconscious deliberation or cognitive dissonance or why botheration. 
well the flash is too much anyway, it's a blast of light, so maybe it's ok to just tweak. 
my back is still stiff. i gotta stretch but i resist idle know why. winter's begun despite what the calendar says and it's gonna be worse for 5 mos. let's not talk about that, or obomba, or the sick orange fuck. let's talk about lulu: adorbs. now what. i'm looking for something to say. after the tree ceremony i sent the link and pictures and no reply. i'm not going to say it was probably dumb i like the posts i often get no reply to email and rarely to posts but still i live and hope sort of expecting nada but now i just broke the key to trudz' lane cedar hope chest brute now i probably got seven years bad luck.