after the trauma this morning the day was pretty good. i don't know if the city is ever really peaceful, but there was a lack of violent incident. when nothing bad happens we can call it good, even though we know bad stuff is happening we don't know about. we have to concern ourselves with what we know and try not to speculate. mary gave me a sweet card saying i'm sorry you had a bad day before hearing about today. i guess i have been pretty dark. i need to think about what i say and how it may affect others. i get emotional and the emotion spins and i need to slow it down. i'm thankful today to be unhurt along with my beautiful dogs. i can't help being hurt in mind and soul, for the hurting world.