this age of loss people seem more intent on finding things lost in childhood when loss was normal, things like toys that went to landfill mountains they never pictured. some stranger then says i preserved your childhood for you at a nominal cost, it's an exact replica of the childhood you lost. this toy plane crashed in a sea of love, rolling for years and tossed back up. if there are survivors they are yet rolling, yet lost. they say all is not lost in sea tragedies and war movies, but this age of loss is too strange. we haven't been here yet. we can't account for the lost.