it stops raining and the first thing we do is go in the rain fountain. abzurd. we coulda gone swimming but for my sole corrosion. i was thinking in the shower (most of my thought drained away) that if the devil is inside me maybe it don't matter if i swim in a lake of fire.
but i know goddamned well from living in the united sates of hate and in this skin so thin it can get worse, there's corruption, and there's corrosion, and we hafta make peace with the devils of neoliberal oligarchical hegemonic empirical slave owning larcenous murderous democracy and tenuously resilient fragile free fearful skin.