i got a little burn, but it's a good burn i think will deepen and turn me browner. if you were missing love it's hard to get, it comes and goes, and you question the reality of it. or it stays like nature and keeps changing with conditions. you learn love, if you were missing it. you learn later, sometimes. you have to study love. there's a lot of advice to be got, but there's no playbook, you are the theme, you have to improvise around that theme, you have to study and there is no book.