i still can't edit pictures of mister but my computer is too full. it doesn't seem like the past but i can only see pictures. i think i'm taking less pictures now hoping my thing doesn't ghost out. each one links up to a moment i can't otherwise retrieve. i can't recall the time anyway but i feel it, exactly like then. the most banal ones may be the most connected, just moments passing, maybe looking for something to root me in the present then. not passing by but passing in. but this is now and memory does change, even mister changes with me, and i just wonder how.