Friday, July 17, 2020





my horoscope was about how
the need to reveal myself more completely to the people i care about can come over me suddenly today as i realize how exhausting playacting really is.

[i've felt exhaustion the exhaustion a long time. when someone is aware of me and expresses an interest in knowing what i am i become interested too.]

it goes on

if there are aspects of your personality you've kept hidden because you feared rejection or ridicule, you will likely feel compelled to share them with others for the first time.

[it's true, each time feels like the first time. it feels gut level good. we have to do good, not just want to be good, we have to do it to feel good. you know when you are good but it feels good to be affirmed. we don't really live as individuals, we're contextual.]

and then

the sincerity you utilize to expose your true nature can help others understand the scope of your integrity. 

[i usually delete these things but i check to see whether it's a generic one or unique. it could be unique then to you too.]
[if you're really talking about yourself you don't know and it's authentic and a person who is interested is talking to that, not the masked identity we're trained to be.]

in the interest of being authentic we struggle but sharing helps mutually. did i say that. oh, yes, but i sometimes talk like a horoscope. i wonder how i sound outside sometimes. people sense your integrity. thanks to you.

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