i look in the water in the tunnel with the vines and the floating specks look like phosphorescent stars and i'm there and i feel the air and i'm between the air and the water gliding through the water tunnel through the ground and under the speeding traffic through and through the tunnel like a portal through heavy traffic overhead and the city sprawling and violent and i'm swimming through to another place a lake just the other side of this place i recognize the water leads to the water and i'm gone back to the lake.