but! and however, and be that as it may, because it's probably never gonna change, for people will kill for money, and government will kill masses of people for masses of money. the profits of destruction are amassing, death for dollars. but! as i was going to say, i worked with my resistance, i made it to talk therapy, and i talked freely and was heard well, and i listened as well. i learned. and my resistance eased and moved with me, and i was glad that i stayed on course and i even made it to skokie too and we took a goodly load to goodwill and got some new york pizza and three kinds of wonderful olives. and it was good.