julia came for mister. mister thrill. i still feel tight in my chest and esophagus thinking of mister's ordeal. i don't really want to go to the vet tomorrow but i will for him. he's getting his staples out i think. wow is that true? so fast. maybe he's just checking them. idle know my brain is a stone soup. julia said i'm just glad he's here. and that's the thing. that's the amazing thrilling thing.