r. said she talked to too many people yesterday. i ingested too much human news. she said she's not ready for people yet. i get that. i said i've always felt strange about humans. that's weird she said. i guess it is being one. but i feel more kinship with other species. and inside i feel a kind of drift among species, kinship drift. when i think about america it's about humans. how they seek to dominate others by myriad means, taking indigenous land, building over nature, cutting away, dominating other creatures, killing and eating them, dominating the market, dominating the news, dominating by war, dominating the protest, dominating all other species and resources and the biggest dominates everything winner takes all and one species dominates the earth and then one subset of that species dominates all the rest. i feel really sickly strange about the humans. but that's come to some kind of endpoint i think, the end of the delusion, of infinite expansion and conquest and rule by force. people have had enough of freedom by domination. domination is the antithesis of freedom, domination by a single species and by the rich and powerful of that single species, is death. people have had enough and people are sick to death of domination. people want to breathe free. people want community, and people want the common good that has been beaten and dominated and taken away.