mister and luna they try to keep going but give it up and mister smiles and after a while he barks a gruff old man grumble and luna jumps spooky fun there's a line of flashing lights along the midway but not ambulances i think salt trucks it's spose to snow again let winter continue might as well we're sheltered in place i cancelled the new wilderness it was a little suspect and the order idling forever the coop i bursting with orders they can't even process i changed it to memory by bernadette mayer it's from 1970 but i don't know her i'm listening to a recording though it was a photo diary project and she talks a lot but it's soothing maybe a sound recording's enough but with pictures well i'll see i don't even know if i'll get it if i have enough on my gift card thanks lulu i'm getting closer to the end of beside myself so distracted i won't remember anything when i finish who knows what's going to happen who even knows what's happening now the important thing is keeping a daily diary we're so lucky we're alive and we can keep a diary that doesn't have to end.