Tuesday, April 21, 2020



what do you fear and what do you dread. 
fear makes alert and aware, or would in a natural environment.
the made environment might produce phobias.
disjunct fear is sort of foggy, amorphous, anxious cloudy. i'm not an expert on this, i just observe and try to clarify what i see. when somebody says they're phobic about dogs for example, i see them in a dense and anxious cloud. their whole body expresses fear, but the fear is dismorphic, it's like an infection in their mind. the dog may be saying with it's whole body, i'm right here, look at me, nothing to fear, please, feel me, i'm right here
phobias are desperate attachments. they're kind of vampiric. when i encounter a phobia the person seems to be kind of gone. i fear them. my reaction is fear, because they seem to me dangerous, like they're not in their right mind. beside themselves. they don't know how to behave.
the culture produces anxieties phobias and distractions from what should be feared. people get lost and don't know what to fear or how to survive. the culture makes dependents on the culture to tell them what and when to fear. it presses fear when it suits, and presses sleep when it suits, and desire when it suits. it's all made up. the culture obscures and severs connection. all needs are conditioned, survival instinct is mooted. the people become puppets of propaganda, manufactured want, artificial fear.
the business of power and control is what i fear, it's not a phobia, i know in my deepest instinct they have no respect for life and will kill for power and profit.

nothing new, it's not news, but it bears repeating, all this comes from somewhere else i gleaned, and my gut. dread may be the atmosphere that's created, and out of it, with no surprise, the thing we need to fear.

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