is it starting again? there's more noise. planes, cars, sirens, fires. will we be back to normal soon? i don't know if i can not be angry at the destruction. if i can be compassionate and let the power play itself out. after watching the planet of the humans and seeing that even bill mckibben was selling capitalist illusions i think i found a new level of disillusionment. there may not be a reason for the destruction other than money. trying to change the system may be futile, maybe we can shift our consciousness from anger and disillusionment to compassionate awareness for every suffering and loving being.