it's the pandemic dammit i wanna drink. a guy in the street asked me for money and i was afraid of the rona. sad. people needing people afraid of people and if 8 out of 10 of us are bound to get infected i guess each day the chances increase. this is wearing us down, and it's galling to hear how the disaster capitalists are getting rendered fat off the dying. i want a drink. not really, i thank dog i'm sober in this hellish era. woo, i just got a headrush.