i found nothing ever dies in the free box. first i've got to read beatrix potter, a life in nature. i want to savor each thing, though i hunger for all of them at once. what would it be like to be permeated by everything at once. but that's the feeling even when i do nothing, and it overwhelms my soul, living means being continually overwhelmed. so i must slow down and savor the words in the order i find them.